Archive for May, 2006

Are You Poor?

Monday, May 15th, 2006

I think it was a year ago, I was halfway to the
office when I saw a small and thin woman with a young boy. The woman, although
small, shows some age that would readily point out that she’s the mother of the
boy. Like me, they were walking briskly. Apparently, it’s the boy’s first time
to go to school. He is wearing a neat uniform but he cannot hide his poverty.
Slippers are the only protection he has for his tender feet. He has his
notebooks all right but they were placed securely in a big plastic bag. Surely,
a few weeks after seeing him, he would replace the worn out plastic bag with a
new one.

Unlike the boy I just
saw this morning, my parents were able to provide me a bag and shoes. But I was
reminded of my first grade school days in Baguio. I had no concept of what’s poor or what’s
rich that time. I didn’t care whether my lunch is placed in a plastic jar and
my water is in a round-post bottle of Ginebra San Miguel. My lunch would often
consist of plain rice and a boiled egg with ketchup. There was one time when my
Dad had replaced the jar’s cap so tightly and I cannot open it. My classmate
and I went around the school to find someone who could open the jar for me. My
Ginebra bottle was replaced, when an old church friend of mine saw my water
container. She told her aunt about it and the latter willingly gave me a
Tupperware.

I was even part of
the feeding program of our school because I was one of malnourished kids. Yeah,
I remember I was the smallest boy in the class.

A lot of academic
studies, media presentations and investigations deal with poverty were done in varying
degree. Much of these brought me to a conclusion that life is not really fair.
If I had been an unbeliever, my perception in life would be really different. I
would be blaming the government for lack of concern. I would still be in the
streets demonstrating against social injustice. My hatred for the rich would be
unquenched. Perhaps I would be blaming God for my fate.

However, there is an
inner decay among humanity that would lead them to eternal poverty. Poverty
alleviation programs won’t do. Empowerment through education and training won’t
do. Economic reforms will mean little.

I was watching prime
time news one night when there was a special report about the rate of
malnourishment in the country. There is a family in Bicol who suffers terrible
malnourishment. Two of the children had already died because of extreme hunger.
The remainders of the kids are also dying. I pity the family for their
condition but I pity them more for their spiritual condition. The mother said
in the interview that an enchanted spirit caused the death of his sons. They
need to offer something to appease the spirit.

The issue of the
heart should be addressed. The heart of man is corrupt with sin and wrong
beliefs. It is naturally depraved and greedy. Neither poor nor rich is exempt
from depravity of the soul and sinful attitudes.

Becoming a Christian
doesn’t really mean that God will alleviate a person from poverty. The
transformation that God does in the soul changes the outlook of someone. One
would realize that poverty here in earth is nothing compared to rich blessing
of being in the presence of God for all eternity.

Experience ng Isang Commuter

Tuesday, May 9th, 2006

Pauwi na ako nung Linggo mula sa klase ko sa Unlock the
Scriptures. Sumaglit lang ako sa SM-North EDSA para mag-withdraw. Di ko nga
akalaing makakabili ako ng original DVD nung “Lord of the Rings Trilogy.” Tapos
bumili rin ako ng kumpletong set ng “Star Wars – Episode I to VI!” Grabe! Di ko
naman masabi na impulse lang yung pagbili ko dahil matagal ko na rin talaga
pinag-iisipan bilhin ang mga iyon. Syempe kailangan ko na talaga bumili ng
player.

Masaya akong pinag-iisipan kung paano ko mae-enjoy yung
“Lord of the Rings” at “Star Wars.” Pinawi ito nang pagkalagpas ng Muñoz, sa may bandang Pugad Lawin, ay
may sumakay na binata. Tila hindi siya uupo, may mga bakanteng upuan naman,
kaya naman ako ay nagtaka. Maya-maya lang ay hinugot niya ang isang lumang
Bibliya sa isang transparent na supot na lumabo na rin dahil sa pagkaluma,
habang sukbit sa likod ang bag.

Bumati ang binata at nagwika ng balakin nitong magpahayag ng
“Mabuting Balita.” “Heto na naman ang mga taong ito… hindi kinakalakal ang Salita
ng Diyos,” ang nasabi ko sa aking sarili. Tinitignan ko naman yung binata.
Sinisikap kong maging taga-pakinig.

Tumatakbo ng matulin yung Pascual Liner na sinasakyan namin.
Sa isang iglap biglang dumausdos yung binata patungo sa harap at natumba ito patalikod.
Nabigla ang ilan sa amin. Medyo natagalan siyang tumayo. Sinikap muling tumayo
sa una niyang kinalalagyan kahit na wala siyang estribo na mahahawakan. Dinaan
na lang niya sa isang ngiti ang pangyayari.

Muli niyang binasa ang isang bahagi ng Bibliya na kanyang
binabasa bago siya natumba. Wala akong naintindihan sa mga sinambit niya.
Nangibabaw ang matinis na tunog ng lumang makina ng bus. Nahabag ako sa
binatang iyon. Tila nahilo pa siya sa kanyang pagkakatumba at tila napahiya sa
pangyayari. Para kasing walang tumulong sa kanya. Malay ko kung nabagok pa ang
kanyang ulo. Para din siyang gutom. Tiyak kong hapo na rin siya tulad ko dahil
sa init.

Naupo siya pagkatapos. Laking gulat ko na hindi siya
namahagi ng mga sobre para sa love offering. May nais sana siyang sabihin sa
konduktor pero di siya pinansin nito. May isang ale ang kinausap siya na tila
may pag-alala para sa kanya. Nagpatuloy ang biyahe na tila walang nangyari.

Bumaba ang binata sa St. James. Sinubukan kong tignan kung
saan siya patungo pero bigla siyang naglaho sa aking paningin.

Napaisip ako ng husto sa aking nasaksihan. Nahihiya ako sa
sarili dahil hindi na ako tulad ng binatang iyon. May intensyon man siya na
manghingi ng love offering o hindi o kung totoo man siyang Kristiyano o hindi
ay hindi na mahalaga. May aral siyang iniwan sa akin patungkol sa pagbabahagi
ng Ebanghelyo.

Mainit. Marahil gutom. Pagod. Maingay. Wala halos nakikinig.
Napapahiya. Nasasaktan. Lahat ng ito ay di inalintana ng binata para lamang
maghayag ng Salita ng Diyos.

Di ko na matandaan kung kailan ako huling nagkaroon ganung tapang at pagpupursige para lamang sa Ebanghelyo. Pero panahon na muli…  panahon na.